The remarkable true story of the UK''s most prominent ambassador for Tourette''s Syndrome. How a normal football-mad, working class 12-year-old boy developed tics which fast became an extreme form Tourette''s Syndrome - involuntary movement, barking and yelping, swearing: often giving voice to the worst possible thing you could imagine saying. No-one understood the condition in 1980s Galashiels and John''s behaviour split his family; he was expelled from school, over-medicated in hospital, and left home at 17. A friend''s mother took him in, helped him find a flat, a job, and ultimately his vocation educating others. John was awarded an MBE by Queen Elizabeth II at Holyrood Palace. His story ends with the discovery of potential treatment for what is an incurable condition.>

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John Davidson MBE was born in 1971 in Galashiels. After leaving school without qualifications, he began work as a caretaker at Langlee Community Centre in Galashiels, where since 2002 he has also been a part-time youth worker.
Aged sixteen, John was the subject of a BBC documentary, John's Not Mad, about living with Tourette's syndrome, and he has since been an ambassador for the condition, giving talks and workshops in schools and to the police, and running residential camps for young people with Tourette's. Since 1989 he has featured in several follow-up documentaries; Kirk Jones's 2025 film I Swear is based on John's life.
In 2019 John joined the board of Tourette Scotland and was awarded an MBE in recognition of 'his efforts to increase understanding of the condition and helping families deal with it across the country'. He has also gained international recognition for his online support for families all over the world.

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The funny and moving autobiography offering extraordinary insight into what it is like to live with a severe form of Tourette's Syndrome. From the award-winning Scottish campaigner.

NOW A MAJOR FILM STARRING ROBERT ARAMAYO AND MAXINE PEAKE.

'An astonishing tale about an amazing man.'

• JOJO MOYES, author of Me Before You and Someone Else's Shoes

'Funny and heartfelt ... this skilfully told tale deserves praise for how it lets us non-sweary people see inside the ordinary, albeit anxious, mind of someone with Tourette syndrome.' THE TIMES

Born in the 1970s on the Scottish Borders, John's was ten when his tics first arrived, as if from nowhere. Previously a happy, popular, football-mad boy he was labelled disruptive, rude, and even mad. As his condition progressed, from blinks and jerks to involuntary rude and obscene shouting, John was bullied, rejected - alienated from his family and a society that had no idea what to make of him.

Hospitalized and drugged for months, it was only an extraordinary and transformative friendship, and John's dogged optimism, that turned his life around, making I Swear an inspirational story of triumph over adversity.

Through John's eyes, we see Tourette's not just as a medical condition, but as a lens through which we can all better understand the importance of human connection. And how essential, as well as ultimately rewarding, it can be to keep going and never give up.

'This superb book is an engaging and fascinating account of what it's like to live with Tourette's.' DAILY MAIL

'Brave, shocking, funny and moving ... This is a really important book.'