''An absolute stunner: frank, funny, self-aware, constantly surprising ... One of the most insightful representations I''ve read of what it feels like to be alive these days'' GEORGE SAUNDERS ________________________ A memoir of finding where you are - so you know where you''re going One day Heidi Julavits sees her son silhouetted by the sun and notices he is at the threshold of what she calls ''the end times of childhood.'' Who is my son becoming, she asks herself - and what qualifies me to be his guide? The next four years feel like uncharted waters. Rape allegations rock the university campus where Julavits teaches, unleashing questions of justice and accountability, education and prevention. Julavits begins to wonder how to prepare her son to be the best possible citizen of the world he''s about to enter. And what she must learn about herself to responsibly steer him. Using the past and present as points of orientation, Directions to Myself examines the minutiae of family life alongside knottier questions of politics and gender. Through it all, Julavits discovers the beauty and the peril of telling stories as a way to locate ourselves and help others find us. ''The product of an awe-inspiring mind ... The writing is a miracle of precision and spirit, and Heidi Julavits is as darkly funny as John Cheever'' Rachel Kushner, author of The Mars Room ''Honest, blazing, and generous, Directions to Myself manages to be an essay about everything by focusing intently on the basic human need of giving care to other people'' Catherine Lacey, author of Biography of X

An incisive and penetrating thinker, as exacting as she is forgiving in her observations about the self and the world

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A sharply observed memoir of motherhood and the self, and a love letter to Maine, by a writer Eula Biss calls 'witty, sly, critical, inventive' and whose mind Leslie Jamison calls 'electric'

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Heidi Julavits is the author of four critically acclaimed novels (The Vanishers, The Uses of Enchantment, The Effect of Living Backwards, and The Mineral Palace) and co-editor, with Sheila Heti and Leanne Shapton, of the New York Times bestseller Women in Clothes. Her fiction has appeared in Harper's Magazine, McSweeney's, and The Best American Short Stories, among other places. She's a founding editor of The Believer magazine and the recipient of a Guggenheim Fellowship. She lives in Manhattan, where she teaches at Columbia University. She was born and raised in Portland, Maine.