Abandoned

Zusatztext McFadyen expertly builds the cat-and-mouse suspense to a crescendo and then twists the reader's expectations at the end. Library Journal Intense . . . McFadyen knows how to put readers into the minds of his characters! but many will need megawatt night-lights after finishing. Publishers Weekly [McFadyen's] writing is possessed with a sureness and confidence that some veteran authors would kill for.Bookreporter.com Informationen zum Autor Cody McFadyen lives in California. He is the author of The Darker Side, The Face of Death , and Shadow Man , which was an international bestseller. Klappentext For FBI Special Agent Smoky Barrett! her colleague's wedding is cause for celebration. Until a woman staggers down the aisle-incoherent! wearing only a white nightgown. A fingerprint check determines that she's been missing for nearly eight years. Her coldly efficient captor toyed with her mind and body! imprisoning her! depriving her of any contact with the outside world. As Smoky fits together the pieces of what remains of the victim's fractured life! a chilling picture emerges of a cerebral psychopath who doesn't take murder personally! never makes a mistake! follows his own sinister logic! and has set the perfect trap. Present Day Everyone is alone. That is what I have learned, in time. Don't get me wrong. I love a man. And when I wake up in the night, and he is there next to me, and I can touch him and maybe wake him and smell him and fuck him, feel him in me as he sweats and his hands wander over me like a badland, I appreciate it. I share the private knowledge that few share (not none, but few) of what his flesh feels like against my flesh. The velvet steel of it. I know our unique sounds, our sharing and wanting and crying out, me and only me, and I feel a certain selfish pride about it all. I am, in those moments, a possessor of secret knowledge. A holder of hidden things. But in the end, nothing changes the truth: He doesn't know, in that dark, what I am thinking in my heart of hearts, and I don't know the same of him. This is the truth. We are all separate islands. I am okay with that now. There was a time when I fought against the idea, as I guess everyone does. We want to know everything about our partner, share every last detail. We want to read minds and have our mind read. We want to erase all distance between us, become one person. But we're not one person. However close we get, some distance will always remain. Love, I've come to realize, lies not only in sharing each other but in being at peace with those parts that will never be shared. I turn on my side, my cheek against my hand, and look at my man. He's beautiful, I think. Not beautiful in a feminine way, but beautiful in the man of him. In his quiet ruggedness. He is sleeping deeply, and he sleeps with his mouth closed. I'm afraid to stare at him for too long. He might feel my gaze and wake up. He's alert that way, because he, like me, knows that death is a real thing. An ever-possible moment. You learn to sleep lightly when you do what we've done, see what we've seen. I turn onto my back and look out the open balcony door to the night sky beyond. We'd left the door open so we could hear the ocean. The temperature here allows it. We're in Hawaii, on a five-day vacation, my first in more than a decade. We're staying on the Big Island, the land of fire and ice. When we drove away from Hilo Airport, Tommy and I looked at each other, wondering if maybe we'd made a terrible mistake in our choice of islands. All that had been visible, as far as the eye could see, was black volcanic rock. It was as if we'd landed on the surface of a hostile moon. We'd gotten more hopeful as we approached our resort. Off in the distance we could see Mauna Kea, almost 14,...

Autorentext
Cody McFadyen lives in California. He is the author of The Darker Side, The Face of Death*,* and Shadow Man*,* which was an international bestseller.

Klappentext

For FBI Special Agent Smoky Barrett, her colleague's wedding is cause for celebration. Until a woman staggers down the aisle-incoherent, wearing only a white nightgown. A fingerprint check determines that she's been missing for nearly eight years. Her coldly efficient captor toyed with her mind and body, imprisoning her, depriving her of any contact with the outside world. As Smoky fits together the pieces of what remains of the victim's fractured life, a chilling picture emerges of a cerebral psychopath who doesn't take murder personally, never makes a mistake, follows his own sinister logic, and has set the perfect trap.

Zusammenfassung
For FBI Special Agent Smoky Barrett, her colleague’s wedding is cause for celebration. Until a woman staggers down the aisle—incoherent, wearing only a white nightgown. A fingerprint check determines that she’s been missing for nearly eight years. Her coldly efficient captor toyed with her mind and body, imprisoning her, depriving her of any contact with the outside world. As Smoky fits together the pieces of what remains of the victim’s fractured life, a chilling picture emerges of a cerebral psychopath who doesn’t take murder personally, never makes a mistake, follows his own sinister logic, and has set the perfect trap.

Leseprobe

Present Day

 Everyone is alone. That is what I have learned, in time. 

Don’t get me wrong. I love a man. And when I wake up in the night, and he is there next to me, and I can touch him and maybe wake him and smell him and fuck him, feel him in me as he sweats and his hands wander over me like a badland, I appreciate it. I share the private knowledge that few share (not none, but few) of what his flesh feels like against my flesh. The velvet steel of it. I know our unique sounds, our sharing and wanting and crying out, me and only me, and I feel a certain selfish pride about it all. I am, in those moments, a possessor of secret knowledge. A holder of hidden things. 

But in the end, nothing changes the truth: He doesn’t know, in that dark, what I am thinking in my heart of hearts, and I don’t know the same of him. This is the truth. We are all separate islands. 

I am okay with that now. There was a time when I fought against the idea, as I guess everyone does. We want to know everything about our partner, share every last detail. We want to read minds and have our mind read. We want to erase all distance between us, become one person. 

But we’re not one person. However close we get, some distance will always remain. Love, I’ve come to realize, lies not only in sharing each other but in being at peace with those parts that will never be shared. I turn on my side, my cheek against my hand, and look at my man. He’s beautiful, I think. Not beautiful in a feminine way, but beautiful in the “man” of him. In his quiet ruggedness. He is sleeping deeply, and he sleeps with his mouth closed. I’m afraid to stare at him for too long. He might feel my gaze and wake up. He’s alert that way, because he, like me, knows that death is a real thing. An ever-possible moment. You learn to sleep lightly when you do what we’ve done, see what we’ve seen. 

I turn onto my back and look out the open balcony door to the night sky beyond. We’d left the door open so we could hear the ocean. The temperature here allows it. We’re in Hawaii, on a five-day vacation, my first in more than a decade. 

We’re staying on the Big Island, the land of fire and ice. When we drove away from Hilo Airport, Tommy and I looked at each other, wondering if maybe we’d made a terrible mistake in our choice of islands. All that had been visi…