She lost her leg in a car accident at seventeen. Within five years, she was racing toward Paralympic gold. Everyone called it inspirational. Inside, she was fighting a different battle entirely-one with her own reflection, her worth, and what it meant to inhabit a body the world had suddenly decided was tragic. This is the unflinching memoir of a British Paralympic athlete whose journey defies the sanitized "triumph over tragedy" narrative that dominates disability storytelling. Yes, she trained relentlessly. Yes, she competed at elite levels. But the real story-the one rarely told-is about learning to live in a body that didn't match the cultural image of an athlete, navigating medical professionals who treated her disability as problem to solve rather than identity to honor, and confronting the deep internalized ableism that whispered she was "inspiring" precisely because she was disabled. Through visceral training scenes, unflinching conversations with other disabled athletes, and moments of raw vulnerability, the narrator exposes the gap between external achievement and internal struggle. She explores the parasport world's peculiar dynamics-where disability becomes spectacle, where her body is simultaneously hyper-visible and entirely dehumanized, where she's simultaneously celebrated and pitied. She confronts body image trauma inherited from able-bodied beauty standards, the pressure to perform inspiration rather than pursue excellence, and the complicated grief of reimagining physical identity.

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